My hands are locked together in the all-too-familiar grip of CPR. The rhythm, the depth, the pace-they all feel natural to me, something I never knew I would become accustomed to. I know, by heart, exactly how the chest feels as it compresses under my arms. I know what it feels like to have ribs cracking under my pressure. I've learned to never look at the face of a child when you are performing CPR; it's too heartbreaking. The sound of the code alarm rings through my head, making me react every time I think I hear it. The beeps of the defibrillator are the beat to a CPR song. Butterflies that used to be beautiful are now a reminder of death-because every dying child gets a beautiful butterfly on their door frame to let us know of their loss. The adrenaline, what once gave me jitters and butterflies, now gives me the strength, clear mind, and the drive to keep going. Knowing exactly what blood tests to run, knowing what meds to give and when, knowing exactly what to do and when to do it-we know.
Our teamwork is flawless, our minds focusing on what matters. Each child is different, and yet, each child is the same. We've done this so many times we don't need to think twice. Each person knows their place and gives a flawless performance. Cardiac arrest, respiratory arrest, code blue. The things we fight against to keep you alive. When your body fails you, we take over. We make calculated moves, giving medicine, breath, and life to a tired body. You fight as hard as you can, and when you can't go on any more, we PROMISE you we will go on for you. We will fight the gods of Hell for a child we just met. We will be covered in blood, sweat, and tears to save your life. We will stop at nothing to give you your life back. We will have nightmares about codes and spin on our heels in the store because we thought we hear a code alarm. We cry and mourn and swear because sometimes this job is harder than anything. We have flashbacks, PTSD, and anxiety. We can stress at the littlest thing because we've seen what it can do at it's worst. We are superheroes. Superheroes who wear capes in the form of scrubs.
Nurses, techs, doctors, respiratory therapists, pharmacists. HEROES. Every. Single. One. Of. Them.
Wednesday, March 13, 2019
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Kirsten Creates
Contact kirstenlake3@gmail.com to order a custom commission, craft, or premade print.
Hey, friends!
I'm so glad you found me! Take a look at some of the designs I offer and shoot me an email if I can create for you. I'm just a lover of hand lettering and crafting and I would love to make something you can enjoy too. :)
Happy trails
Kirsten
Hand Lettered Phrase:
5 x 7: $6.00
7 x 9: $7.50
8 x 11: $10.00
9 x 12: $12.00
With added Water Color: +$3.00
Water Color Print:
Family: $15.00
Family with Background: $20.00
Mountain Home: $10.00
Moon Phases: $10.00
Custom: Contact me for details
Cards/Invitations:
Birthday: $5.00+
Thank You: $5.00+
Wedding: $10.00+
Holiday: $5.00+
Custom: Contact me for details
Crafts:
Seasonal/Monthly Wreaths: $25.00+
Book Pumpkin: $20.00
Custom: Contact me for details
Hand Embroidered Hats: $30.00
Hey, friends!
I'm so glad you found me! Take a look at some of the designs I offer and shoot me an email if I can create for you. I'm just a lover of hand lettering and crafting and I would love to make something you can enjoy too. :)
Happy trails
Kirsten
Hand Lettered Phrase:
5 x 7: $6.00
7 x 9: $7.50
8 x 11: $10.00
9 x 12: $12.00
With added Water Color: +$3.00
Water Color Print:
Family: $15.00
Family with Background: $20.00
Mountain Home: $10.00
Moon Phases: $10.00
Custom: Contact me for details
Cards/Invitations:
Birthday: $5.00+
Thank You: $5.00+
Wedding: $10.00+
Holiday: $5.00+
Custom: Contact me for details
Crafts:
Seasonal/Monthly Wreaths: $25.00+
Book Pumpkin: $20.00
Custom: Contact me for details
Hand Embroidered Hats: $30.00
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